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    I would like to apologize for my behavior regarding my previous post, which I gladly took it down this morning. I guess it’s all good now, considering I had a good night rest and had a long talk with Deluxe. She’s everything to me seriously. Couldn’t really thank her for everything when things goes wrong, but she’s always like a beacon of light to guide back on track.

    Well, it’s not consider under pressure.. But seriously, I mean sometimes when our intention is to help people. But in the end you pretty much get blasted for it, I was like man. This guy really need to get a life. All I did was smile say ok, thank you, good bye and click. Anyway, it doesn’t matter anymore now as I’ve pretty much cooled down compared to my previous post. There are so many other things that is even more worth wild than to bother about the guy. Like for instance..

    Should I or should I not go clip my toe nails. Yes, I do have good toe nails after my experience from KK last year. And apparently I’m still pretty much suffering from the after effects. The right toe nail apparently came off and had already grown back smoothly. Sad to say the one on my left actually didn’t grew properly thus ended in giving me an ingrown toe nail that pretty much hurt each time I walked. Still trying to figure out how to go and operate my toe nail, as I seriously need to get this pain out from my foot.

     Apart from that, I should also be thinking about on how to align my bedroom especially with the baby coming along. I haven’t been blogging about my baby for a while now. Hehehe. Apparently the baby is healthy, and it was moves me whenever I go and touch Deluxe’s tummy. Where the baby tends to moves around or sometimes kick to let me know she’s fine. To be honest, after a few months after I realized that I’m going to be a daddy a lot of things came into my mind. Whether would I be able to give everything whatever the baby needs, and also supporting the family. And would I do a good job in raising my child, and not to forget the sleepless nights I would be enduring. ( I always tend to sleep late, but apparently Deluxe had to whack me to get me in bed early for the next day. She said when the baby comes out, I can stay up all night if I want to hehehe). But I guess it’s a learning process, and I shouldn’t put too much pressure on myself. But God had been good to me as he pretty much opened a lot of doors for me.

    Despite of a lot of things that are happening now, I guess it’s a trial and I really feel that God is real. And I was very thankful considering the fact that God actually held the rain from pouring down for 2 days, when I pleaded with him the moment I saw the condition of the roof, and eventually it didn’t rain for the past 2 days. Until the roof was completely fixed, and it rained a bit early in the morning. But looks like now it’s going to rain again, and hopefully the repairers did a good job in fixing those leaky roof. So instead of being angry or upset all the time, it’s pretty much frustrating and do eventually decrease your lifespan on earth. Lol. But I should be thankful instead for everything that is happening around me.

Here’s a list of the things I should be thankful to God for :-

• That I have a loving family that supports me in everything that I do.
• That I am able to open my eyes and start another day of my life.
• That He gives me just enough, and even though I know He can give me millions but it will not do any good for me.
• That I’m blessed with good friends, who never fail to answer me whenever I call them for help.
• That I’m blessed with a job, even though sales haven’t really been that good lately but it is enough to make ends meet, and also have extra to spend with.
• Have a thousand and one things to thank for, but I think I’ll keep on listing one by one at the beginning of my post

    So if you’re feeling down or pissed. Start to write down all the things you should be thankful for or grateful despite of your surrounding. Eventually things would turn out better in the end. Give it a try, and see how it would help you. Probably I should challenge myself in getting a purple no complain bracelet. And see how it goes.. Have a nice day.