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Open reply to Larry on Vulnerable

Ok, I must admit that I have been neglecting this blog as well as podcasting for over a month.  This is due to the fact that I’ve been going around and have been busy as well starting things up.  But, things are slowing down now.  So will start update this blog soon. LOL.  So do apologize to all of you readers out there. :)

This is an open reply to Larry who pretty much tagged me on his post Vulnerable.

People are scared to vulnerable these days. I no longer find innocent purity a trait that society looks highly upon, particularly because it leads to being used, corrupted and destroyed. Yet Jesus demands our innocence, our humility, and our openness.

Think you’ve pretty much answered your own questions bro.  How does He demand our innocence, humility and openness?  Being innocence & humility you can read up on Isaiah 53, on how He was actually being prophesied as a great King, but came to earth as a humble man yet as innocent as a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

The question is, how do Christians relate to each other, in the context of non-Christians.

Are we the same people when we talk to both groups? Ask me and I will say it’s not easy. Or maybe it is, because now even Christians talk the same way.

Well, you’ve pretty much know me and how I act around you guys.  So that’s just me, being with you guys and others as well.  There’s no point of putting a mask, when you’re with a Christian and then another mask with a non-Christians.  Nanti di complain “cakap tak serupa bikin”.  LOL.  First win their trust, and then win their hearts.

Which brings me to the next question, even more troubling. Is there anything that makes us different anymore???

What makes us different is that, we need to spend less time talking and more on doing.  Probably the reason why a lot of people don’t really like Christians is that they condemn people way too much.  Saying this is wrong, that is wrong.

There’s one story, someone I know because he was selling those meditation knockers used by Buddhist went and spoke out loudly against him saying “That’s their problem; they need to use that thing to get their gods’ attention.”  What happened here, probably the man would be turned off by this Christians.

Like it or not, we are being judge all the time by the world. Just because we decided to judge them or rebuke them when things are not right.  Actions speaks louder than words, and if they see us continuing to do good things in regardless of race and religion.  That is where we can make a different.  But sad to say, like the story of the Good Samaritan, we tend to neglect or be less sensitive to our surrounding and continue living our lives as if nothing happen.

Our values? We chase the material things, too. Or at least it seems that we do.

There’s nothing wrong with chasing material things.  Just as long as it doesn’t take your sight away from God.  As long you run a clean and good business, you should be fine J  Pretty much like the video you tagged me previously.  And that is how you make a difference.

Sure, we don’t ascribe to sex before marriage, but we laugh it off when we hear of others doing it. Because we’re scared to offend or scared to be labelled. Our friendships, our words, our ways, our everything.

Read John 4, and see how Jesus actually does it.  And you noticed the way he does it is not in a condemning way but rather subtle way.  Just because others are doing it, doesn’t mean you have to.

So do we live quiet peaceful lives as Paul ascribed? Separate too, as he ascribed? How does a modern 21st century Christian “carry his cross” as Jesus asked us to?

If Jesus were to be walking among us right now today.  I won’t be surprised if you would see Him in cyber cafes playing CS, and then after a game everyone there would be listening to Him what He would say.  Or even go to pubs drinking coke instead of liquor (I have a friend who does this) and hanging out with us, because there may be a lot of broken souls there trying to drown their sorrows and show compassion there.

People don’t care how much you know, until they know how much YOU care.

I am troubled. I am frustrated by what I’ve seen, I feel closed, and I resort to writing it here. And saddened even more by how easily I myself have given in. Wretched me.

Always remember that God loves the sinners but hates sins.  And yes we are human, and we do fall short of His glory most of the time.

Reminded me about a question that was asked by a church member to Rev. Ampie regarding being slain by the Spirit.  His answer was, actually he doesn’t really have any issues or find anything wrong with it.  But what is more important is not the falling down part, but the part when you get up you would be a different person.  Is the person that gets up that will make an impact in other people lives.  No doubt we do fall once in a while, just remember to get up and start making a difference.

We’re at the stage in this life, where pursuits are important. The pursuit of the medical career. The pursuit (for some of us) for love, or at least the building of relationships. Does it matter that God is foremost in all this?

Seek Ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness.  And these things will be added unto you. God has already long planned that you will be a doctor and for me to be a sales boy. As He too know the number of strands of hair on your head.  Just as long as we set our priority right, commit it to God and He will bless us in the things we do.  Not just career, love or relationship but everything.  Just that, sometimes we rushed into things which cause things to fail.  If only we could have waited, then you would probably reach what God wants you to be even faster. LOL.  Remember to do all things for His glory, and always give thanks to Him when you’re at the top.

And if not, why. And if the why is justified, why aren’t we talking to each other about it. Why am I typing this, instead of talking it out with you all.

Probably you did not get any answers during your soul searching experience for the past 2 weeks. Hehehe.

Yet I continually remain assured of his faithfulness, of the truth of Jesus Christ. I have lost certain courage to declare my faith. We are so scared of each other. We are so tired with our busy lives. And we are so distracted.

It’s not what we say that matters, but is what we do that counts.  I know of a doctor, after he treats his patient, he would normally ask his patient if it is all right for him to pray for their sickness.  Why does he do it?  He’s just following what Jesus did, praying for the sick.  Sometimes despite of our busy schedule, God gives us opportunity to minister His people in His own ways.

Loving life

Ok, I just finished doing a video log, and will most likely post it up tomorrow.  It seems weird, but I guess it’s going to get better as it only takes a matter of time before I get use to it.  Will definitely have a lot of programs for you guys to see later.  So most likely if I’m not podcasting then I’ll be doing a video log instead.

Me and my family on my birthday

One thing I love about life right now is that I have a family to love.  Being the man of the house is kinda tough and also very stressful at times.  Especially when business is not doing well, and bills are beginning to pile up as if it is going to be a tower or something.  But never the less, God has been good to see us through all of it.  And we’re not really that bad off either, if you get what I mean.

But I guess that’s life, where we try to strive for a better life compared to the one we’re having now.  And how can we even rate our life is a good one or not?  The world may use possession or material things, to sort of judge our life if it’s a good one or not.  That’s why we have the top 50 list of the richest person in the world, so that people like us may envy them.  Hehehehe.

But for me, I know I’m rich is not because of the figures inside my bank account.  I’m rich because I have a family who loves me and supports me whenever I need them.  I’m rich because I have friends whom I can trust, and have been true to me even when people may think otherwise about me.

So instead of trying to compare yourself to someone else who is better off, you should take a break and enjoy the view from where you are right now.  Our else you may even lose the one you love, because your sight has been focus on something else.  There’s nothing wrong wanting a better life, but make sure you don’t neglect the ones you have now or else everything will be meaningless.

From experience, what Deluxe say is true.  She was brought up where money wasn’t everything.  And she’s not really well off either, but she notice that God always takes care of His loved ones.  The more you try to chase after money, the further it will get away from you.  But once you stop chasing it, somehow at the end of the day it is there for you to take.

Somehow I felt God has been knocking on my head for a very long time already.  And His message is pure simple, love my family and leave the rest to Him.  Here’s a verse that I always refer to, when sometimes things doesn’t really go my way.

Do Not Worry

25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life[e]?

28 “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

- Matthew 6:25-34

Time and time again…

There are times when I feel pretty much down and despair, especially with when you try to look for answers but it is never available for you.  At times when business is not doing well, or when bad things just happen.  You just break down and start to wonder if there’s really a purpose in life for all this.

But during these time, for me God some how sends angels or does wonders to let me know that He still cares for me.  And it made me realized that, that I should always thank Him all the time no matter what happens.  If business is good, then I thank Him for providing me my needs.  If business not so good, then I thank Him for reminding me just to place my trust in Him and everything will be all right.  Everything happen for a reason, be it good or bad.  The most important thing is that we learn something from it, and move on.   So I’ll just leave you with a scripture, as it may help you in whatever situation you may be in right now.

Psalm 42

1 As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, my God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while people say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go to the house of God
under the protection of the Mighty One[d]
with shouts of joy and praise
among the festive throng.

5 Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.

6 My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.

8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.

9 I say to God my Rock,
“Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?”
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”

11 Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.

He Knows My Name

I was awaken early this morning, with Esther’s cry. And not long after that, Deluxe went and did the usual routine. But this time was slightly different, she went and switched off the air condition. And Esther was still crying, despite after her feeding. Deluxe then informed me that she’s having fever, it wasn’t long before she went downstairs to try and give her medicine. When I went down stairs to check on her, apparently her temperature was 38-38.4 degree Celsius. When we got back to our room, while she was still trying to sleep. I said a prayer for her, and it wasn’t long before all 3 of us went to sleep. When we got up this morning, I went and check her and apparently her fever had went down. No doubt that she was still feeling very hot, but I believed that our prayers were answered. After coming back from the airport, I went to check on her again and this time she was already back to normal. Deluxe checked her temperature, and it was down to 36.3. So it was a big relief for us then. Deluxe said that maybe it’s due to her teething which cause her fever. But never the less, I still want to thank God for answering our prayers in ensuring that Esther will be all right. Right now I think she’s having a nap, as she was tired from running around this morning. Lol. Anyway this song speaks out a lot. So do enjoy.

He Knows My Name – Tommy Walker
I have a Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He’ll never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call

It’s All About Faith

Ok. Proud to be skinny link is actually @ http://www.richardling.net. So sorrylah ya. Lol.

Sometimes in life, when we are down and don’t know where to turn to. It seems that many would go to different places just to find hope and strength for the next day. But what I’m going to share with you today is that, God has really been good to me for the past few weeks and yes. He gave me a good whacking as well, just to pretty much tell me that He loves me.

To be honest, I’ve been struggling a lot for the past year and a half and things didn’t always turns out the way I thought it should be. Anyway, I believed that during this time of famine for me God always some how brought a little bit of rain just to make sure that I’ll be all right and my crops won’t die. Lol. I had big plans for this year actually, but somehow rather my plans apparently had a different course. But God’s been good, as He knows my heart and the things that I need now.

Anyway, today will be a short post as I just finished doing the work that He provided me. Lol. And I believe right now, I’m given a 2nd chance. And this time, hopefully I won’t screw up. I’ve already given myself a target, and hopefully I can reach it by the end of the month. Lol. Might be difficult, but I know I should be able to do it.
Just remember that, God is always watching over you. And He’ll be sure you’ll never drown when you walk on the sea with Him. Have a nice day. Going to work on something else again later. God Bless.