Got caught up with something, ended unable to do a long post. Procrastinating is such a pain. Is currently keeping my fingers crossed, and hopefully will have something to review in the next few days
Would like to wish Venice who is turning 3 years old today. Happy birthday!
Love and wishes from,
Uncle Alex, Aunt Deluxe & Esther.
So today is my birthday. Anything special happened today? Despite Deluxe being busy with Esther. She made it a point to try and celebrate my birthday today. The things she would do for me, really touches my heart. I’m very fortunate to have someone like her in my life. Considering that I couldn’t do much for her birthday last month apart from getting her a cake and KFC for dinner. I pretty much understand the difficulty in terms of preparations. Never the less it’s all good. Especially with the latest addition to the family Esther, that came and added colors to our walk in life together. Anyway, she got up kinda early and quickly made me red eggs. As I believe it’s a must for every birthday, and she went and gotten me noodles for breakfast. As it is believed that it will lengthen our life span here on earth. Lol. Thank you so much dear for doing this for me. I really appreciate the effort you put in just to make today special for me. I love you ^_^
 Anyway, been kinda slacking off today in a sense whereby I didn’t do anything much productive today. Lol. I guess it’s a day off for me. Hehehe. Been working some pictures that I took of Esther last week, will post it up tomorrow in conjunction of Father’s Day. I received an SMS from a good friend of mine wishing me Happy Father’s day. Right after my birthday, and with that greeting I suddenly realise I’m kinda old already. Lol. Since my father in law is around probably will go somewhere and celebrate after church.
 It has been about 8 months already ever since I became a father. To be honest, I kinda went through a stress period before Esther came into this world. Where as most of the time I would always be concern about our financial situation. Will we make enought to support Esther especially for the future. Plus having a child is not cheap nowadays, but Deluxe has always been there to support me in everything that I do. And she has always been the one to calm me down whenever I go through this “period” of stress. Lol. But I guess it’s normal, because almost everyone has it, just that they all deny the fact that it actually occurred to them.
 Life have been great especially with Esther in our lives. Despite the fact we had to sleep early, as well as waking up as early in the wee hours of the morning. But it was all worth it. One way or another, God has been seeing us through, throughout this whole season. I was just recalling back today when the flood hit Kuching, some how our shop was not effected unlike the one that occurred in India Street as well some areas just a few shops down our block here. If it weren’t for God’s grace, I don’t think I would be able to look back and say that God was not there when I needed Him. He was there ALL the time, whenever I needed Him the most.
 In terms of Esther’s education for the future, I must indeed thank God as well for providing me a way to pretty much settle for her education fees. It’s kinda like a investment saving bond, which I think I’ll post it up in another day or two. So God kinda work in misterious ways, even though I must admit I’m still suprise by His intervention as I would put it. God carried me through in times of difficulty and all I need to do is put my faith in Him that everything will go well. Even at times I stubbornly tried to do it my way, but in the end God had to correct me once in a while just to let me know He’s still there watching over me and I wouldn’t need to worry.
 So today is my birthday. Do I feel another year older? Well, I still feel the same deep down inside. But in terms of physically I starting to get a feel of it a bit. Though I haven’t hit the 30 yet, but somehow I kinda get tired easily nowadays even with 9 hours of sleep. Lol. Probably what I’m lack of is exercise, which I have stop doing for a very long time already. Oh well, it has been good while it lasted. Now I’m even considering in lifting weights because I have 2 dumb bells at home which is pretty much sitting there doing nothing. Hehehe. We shall see how it goes, but one thing for certain is that I must not procrastinate.
 Do I feel wiser? To be honest, I don’t think so. Probably it could be due to the numerous hours I spent in front of the laptop. And that’s why I feel dumber, and dumber each day. Lol. Speaking of which, my Desktop died a few days ago. Not too sure what was wrong with it, but I doubt I’ll consider bringing it alive. As much as I want to, but I don’t think I have the time to find out what is wrong with it. I’ve tried changing the display card as well as the processor. But that didn’t do any much good, so probably it could be the RAM, which I doubt as well. Either that it could have been struck by lighting, but if that were to happen my modem would also be a gone case too.
 Being a father taught me so many things which I never could understand before when I was young. When my parents had to punish me whenever I do wrong, or probably felt that they never care when they did that to me. But in actual fact, they do love and care for me. Esther taught me something that no matter what person I’ll be in the future, someone who could be succesful in life or someone who is a failure (which I hope I wouldn’t be). That I know she’ll love me no matter what, and I’ll do my best to try and provide the best for her. And that, she’ll know that both Deluxe and I will love her unconditionally no matter what happen in the future. But we’ll leave that to God’s hand, as we believe He brought us through till today. I’m certain He’ll take care of Esther as much as how He had watched over us throughout the years.
 I guess I’ll stop here for now. Getting headache already because of the lack of sleep last night. Esther went and woke us up at 4.30 am. The joys of being a parents. Hehehe. You guys have a good weekend. Will post the pictures tomorrow right after I complete editing them.
